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Created on 2007-06-10 06:58:40 (#13129456), last updated 2008-07-26
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Basic Info| Name: | learningmyself |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1984 |
| Location: | Seattle/Tacoma, Washington, United States |
Bioi have an awesome little boy, just turning 3 1/2. he was born when i was 19. lately i'm not sure if the man on his birth certificate is really his father. he's not in my son's life anyway, so i suppose it's not THAT big of a deal. it was a crazy time for me when my son was conceived. having him may have saved my life, because i began living life for him, not so much for others.
as you may guess, i've never lived my life for myself. i'm trying to learn now, and i've discovered some interesting things.
i have a wonderful boyfriend of going on two years now. i've known him for about 7 years, he was a very dear friend before we got involved. our relationship is rather serious. i think he is "the one" for me, if such a thing exists (and i know he feels that way about me, too); however, i've recently discovered that i think i'm polyamorous. how did i come about this discovery you ask? none other than my boyfriend's best friend. thankfully we've never lived near him, though i miss him. maybe i'll tell that story sometime.
this journal will hopefully help me on my journey through polyamory. i've not yet really told my boyfriend how i feel... it's complicated. perhaps i'll elaborate more on that, too.
at this point, i think i'm at the end of my learning stage... realizing that i am, in fact, polyamorous. next stage that i *plan* on is very slowly and gradually bringing it to the attention of my boyfriend. testing the waters, that sort of thing.
i doubt any sort of V with my boyfriend and his best friend will ever be possible, but i haven't been able to get it off my mind for over six months now. it... haunts me. it can be painful sometimes, and i pretend it doesn't exist. but it has had an impact on the relationship between my boyfriend and i.
as you may guess, i've never lived my life for myself. i'm trying to learn now, and i've discovered some interesting things.
i have a wonderful boyfriend of going on two years now. i've known him for about 7 years, he was a very dear friend before we got involved. our relationship is rather serious. i think he is "the one" for me, if such a thing exists (and i know he feels that way about me, too); however, i've recently discovered that i think i'm polyamorous. how did i come about this discovery you ask? none other than my boyfriend's best friend. thankfully we've never lived near him, though i miss him. maybe i'll tell that story sometime.
this journal will hopefully help me on my journey through polyamory. i've not yet really told my boyfriend how i feel... it's complicated. perhaps i'll elaborate more on that, too.
at this point, i think i'm at the end of my learning stage... realizing that i am, in fact, polyamorous. next stage that i *plan* on is very slowly and gradually bringing it to the attention of my boyfriend. testing the waters, that sort of thing.
i doubt any sort of V with my boyfriend and his best friend will ever be possible, but i haven't been able to get it off my mind for over six months now. it... haunts me. it can be painful sometimes, and i pretend it doesn't exist. but it has had an impact on the relationship between my boyfriend and i.
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